MY FIRST OFFICIAL POEM

that night it rained

it rained like hell

the heart was heavy

the moon was blurred

sudden death feeling

was taking the toll

pain was lost

i went to far

years behind

on crowded roads

winds of past

making me cold

to find a shoulder

that beared my tears

but this time

it wasn't there

it was raining hard

but sky was clear

my eyes were were dark clouds

my cheeks were muddy lands

it waas raining like hell

it wass unable to stand

i came back

from journey of the past

thinking that rain never dropped

i thought the rain never happened

it was may be jst a dream

but when i again try to sleep

my eyes felt clean

now i knew that it rained

it rained that night

in my eyes,on my pillows

on my sides

yes it rained like hell,that night

on the night when

sky was clear,no clouds,no winds

may it was my rain

that drowned me that night...................

may be i cried...........

to realise that yes

i can cry,i m alive

and i will survive........................