Thursday, February 19, 2009

LOST AND FOUND






















I found my self after a long time
i was dejected and depressed for something it seemed
aimless like a horse running so far
far in darkness of vivid thoughts
i was shivering under a peepal tree
and it was snowing hard
i was thinking about the past
what i got and what i lost
sweet memories and mate atlast
crying and seeing diomaond od my eyes
rubies of my wounds shinning bright
then i saw a fimiliar figure
who came to me and me walk
i knew him he was my own self whom i lost
he was happy to see me alive
he cleaned my wounds,kissed my eyes
gave me hopes and dreams to wear
now i was able to recognize me
my self was there to rejoice me
but still i wasn't breathing well
something was choking like hell
i wasn't able to feel the air
then he gave me a joint to puff
the puff of passion made me tough
now i realised my passion was gone
when diamonds and rubies were shinning bright in snowy dawn
puff of passion led me back to life
and that's how my self made me realize
passion is what that can keep me alive
i need more pufffs of passion to live
i hav many things to leave and to give
the memories,the love,the beauty and romance
the wind,the song,the moonlight and that dance
i want to give it back to her she deserved it more than me
i was the one burried for all the wrong reasons
but since now the memories are fading like the evening sun
i have stopped my wild run because i m ready with my puffs, to face it all
no depression no ropes and no ceiling,
my heart has lost feeling
so i m still healing
my self has taken a good care of me
and now i m letting my heart go free
from shakles of memory,from shakles of desires
to fly higher and to be on fire
back to life i m living it well
u want to live more when u hav seen hell
so bid luck to me bid me good bye
my self has taken me to another high
again being a jogi
anain being unsocial
again taking my joint
again leaving the bloody bottle
subtle intinct and fatal desires
indulgence,obssesion,sex,love and fires
now i m jst making myself happy
becoz it has always been bad for me
when i thought for others
so now just me myself passion and my colours
colours of my life that faded away
are again going to shine bright
the pictures of u will now surely hide
the pictures of u will now surely hide....................................

is this my redemption
i can't say
but yes this is a new beginning
from where,we went to end everything.................................................
yes now sping hav come
the winter is gone
no more diamonds no rubies on along
now there will be only tears and blood
new flowers,new leaves,new fragnance
new love...........................................................................

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