IT HAS BEEN TOO MUCH OF SHIT AND WHO IS RESPONSIBLE FOR THAT

I M THE CULPRIT

AND I MEAN IT THIS TIME

WE NEEDED A JOLT BECAUSE DUE TO ALL THIS EASY SAILLING EXPERIENCE

WE BECAME LAZY AND CHAMPU

BUT NOW SINCE SOME THING HAS HAPPPENED THAT WAS WORTH HAPPENING NOW I FEEL THAT YES THERE IS SOMETHING TO FIGHT FOR,I WAS GETTING BORED OF THIS EASY SAILING,NO WAVES NO CURRRENT ,JUST GOING LIKE A DEAD BODY FLOWING ON WATER NOW I THINK,WE WILL SWIM BETTTER AGAINST THE CURRENT

I M FEELING LKE SAMRAT RATAN OF "KEEP OF THE GRASS" WHERE I HAVE CONSTRUCTED MY DOWNFALL.WELL SO THAT A BETTER LADDER CAN BE MADE ,I WANTED A SENSE A URGENCY THAT WAS SURELY NOT COMING WAY,BUT BECAUSE OF THIS I THINK IT WILLL SURELY COME!!!!!!!!

ISN'T IT GREAT MAKING YOURSELF FEEL THE PAIN TO BE HAPPY

JST LIKE THE VEDIC JOGIS,AND I M SURE THAT IF THIS DIDN'T HAPPEN THAN I WOULD HAVE BEEN DOING THE SAME NAUTANKI THAT I HAVE BEEN DOING FROM THE LAST THREE SEMS,I NEEDED A JOLT A LIGHTINING JOLT AND I GOT IT.

SO WELCOME TO THE NEW LIFE.

SOMETHING LIKE I RAN FROM THE B.TECH AND THEY MADE ME,TO DO DIFERENT THINGS LIKE SOME THING LIKE "LAKSHYA",YAAR THE STORY HAD SOMETHING IN IT A VERY VIBRANT STORY OF OF A MESSSY CHARACTER LIKE ME,SWEETLY SPOILED,BY ALL KIND OF THINGS NEVER TOOK ANYTHING SERIOUSLY ALWAYS IN A FUN MOOD TILL MANY THINGS GET OUT OF HIS RACH INCLUDING LOVE,SELF RESPECT,CONFIDENCE AND AND ABOVE ALL HIMSELF,AND THE FILM WAS THE JOURNEY OF FINDING HIMSELF,AND WHERE HE FOUND HIMSELF AT 8000M ABOVE SEALEVEL IN THE HIMALAYAS,COOOOOOOOOOOOOOL NAA.

NOT FOR ME ,FOR ME WHAT WAS COOL WAS THE COURAGE THAT WAS STILL LEFT IN HIM ATER LOSING ALL TO THE LAZZINESS AND TAKEN FOR GRANTED ATTITUDE THAT WAS THE REAL HIM,THE REAL KARAN SHERGILL.

AND BETTER WAS HIS ATTITUDE TOWARDS HIS MISTAKES AND THE BEST THING

YES HE FINALLY CAME TO KNOW THAT HE AN MAKE DECISION TOOO

REMEBER "har faisla tm nahi karogi romi" THAT WAS REALLY SOMETHING COOL YAAR ATLAST HE GOT SOME BRAINS IN HIM

THAT I HAV GOT NOW ,ALL I HAV DO NOW IS TO COMPLETE THIS DAMN COURSE AND GO FROM HERE AS EARLY AS POSSIBE I KNOW THAT IT WILL STILL TAKE TWO AND A HALF YEARS ANYHOW.........................

YES THIS WAS IMPORTANT THAT I SHUOLD BE SCREWED AND IT HAS BEEN DONE EFFICIENTLY

AND NOW WE HAV TO BE AGAIN IN FORM

BUT YES STILL NO PAIN JST A LITTLE SENSE OF URGENCY HAS CREPT IN SOMEHOW LUCKLY.

IT HAS BEEN TWO YEARS SINCE WE HAV BEEN REALLY PASSIONATE ABOUT ANYTHING,NOT EVEN GIRLS BECAUSE IF I WOULD HAVE BEEN PASSIONATE,WHY WOULD I HAV EXPERIMENTED SO MUCH?

SO ANYHOW FEELING GOOD TO BE SCRWED BUT HOW MUCH THIS I HAV TO SEE BECAUSE THIS WILL BE ENOUGH OR ME TRUELY.....................................

I M SOMEHOW GAINING THE LOST CONFIDENCE BECAUSE OF THIS DOWNFALL OF DEBACLE AS I AM GAINING THE KILLER INSTINCT THAT HAS BEEN LOST ONE YEAR BEFORE.

AND REMEMBERING THE LINES OF ONE OF MY FAVOURITE POEM

HOLD FAST TO DREAMS SO THAT

THE DREAMS CAN'T DIE

LIFE IS A BROKEN WINGED BIRD

THAT CAN'T FLY.........

SO DREAMS HAV WOKE UP FROM THE THREE SEM LONG SLUMBER ATLAST.

AND SO KARAN SHERGILL BACK TO THE ACADEMY

TO COMLETE THE COURSE..........................