i hav a contest hereand u r the participants says the boss."we hav whole lot of prizes and some big ones too..............

first prize a mercedes e-class

second prize a knife set

and third prize u have fired from the job

good bye go home and play good daddy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well this scene shocked me the intensity of events aand the brutality of the services and industries,the big things are the figures u get and nothing else all else is blurred and black,jst kill the competetor and kill the competition who believes in competing thes days to be the big line ,erase the bigger line easy ,don't think of increasing yourelf etc.etc. ethical shit.

just fuck off from the back door of ethics enter into the bar of evil techniques and enjoy the drink that's it no more ethical shit and all that ooooh aaaah of society

and the reason for doing all this i m ao the different level of thought what u think bad is refined good for me and nothing else i m the new osho to fuck with ur sick ideologies!!!!!!!!

we r their to kill one other if there is just as much oxygen that can keep a person alive then choke the throat of others and keep doing it until u hav been choked..............is this correct ....no but what can we do produce more oxygen then also choking willl not stop because there is sufficient oxygen but in our minds it is not as if it is leaking from somewhere and we want to live in any case.................

being the part of the rat race is very good and winning it is even better but there is justa little problem,after winning it too,u still remain the "rat".""mushak"" .

now about some misconseption about the inner voice.that is notb the inner voice but it is what has society feeded into our system of thoughts.

a muslim doesn't bow to idol and ,a hindu never prays to allah but ahindu bows to any temple becos of inner voice no,if this was the case then a hindu has a different inner voice and a muslim has a different one,so something as sacred as inner voice distinguishes in the almighty,so actually its not the inner voice its the bullshit of society creepuing into us,beta puja karo and beta namaaz padho.

inner voice is that guides u that help this child even though u r told that he is "shudra",inner voice is taht makes u do good things even when u r feeded heavily to oppose tht idea.......

so inner voice is jst that that guides u without any inhibitions jst ur instinct and nothing else...............

i may sound antisocial but the very fact is that i m unsocial and i can't change it at any cost what so ever

i enjoy being myself.,and being out of my comfort zone

"sapno se bhare naina,naa neend hai naa chaina"

and yes na neend hain naa chaina,it has ben years since i saw dream i never do ,because they jst keep me awake and i love to be in bekhudi,uneasiness and in chaos witha fine balance................

my favourite love plot onscreen

does relationship like this exists?

yes why not ,just that they are the rarest of rare,it needs too very selfish people to have this magic going on.

because if they r not selfish for each other the love drops,or makes an suicidal exit by dropping itself from the peak of depression,am i too much preaching then bump on to the real point...........

"they had fun ,they met,they parted",the rule was still kept in mind that no roona dhoona and the attitudes were too good they were just challenging themselves too their futures one going to U.S and the other having already jolts of engangement to her and was going to marry and to get settled in kanpur,bravo and they had the courage to fight ,but for them it was jst a game,hanggging aroung having fun and atlast please to meet u,good bye and god bless.

yaar they were not even thinking of love one was flirting and other was playing the game of spices.and suddenly love pops up .......bang alll scenario changes the goodbye round the corner yet going strong.and discussing one another future lives in absense of the other,in their future.

they were morons because of their ego bloody hell yaaar if u know the guy is the phattu jst say it yourself and he doesn't has the guts to decline,but the ego game ,why shud i,the answer is simple because u love him and u want to be loved by him................
so all in all the best part of this relation was the space and the compatibility and somehow the girl had astrong sense of humour to keep the wickidness going,while in max,cases a smart guy has to also work overtime as a humour interpreter for her tubelite girl.

but here the compatibility was jst awesome they were jst witty beautifully.

"ARJUN AND MEERA"

THE MEETING WAS strange so r the ways of providence,and they clicked instantly.

and it all started like fun and ended in harmony.

the dialogue"meera i love u main tumse tab bhi pyaaar karoonga jab tum budhi ho jaogi aur bachche tumhe dadi bolenge aur phir vo tumhe ghar se nikal denge tab bhi mai tumse itna hi pyaar karoonga"

and she says"wah abhi hum mile hain aur tumne shaadi ki bhi sooch li and dadi and all,kitne dino se jante ho muhko?"

and then "meera i love u........"

meera- "to main kya karoon?.............."

arjun-"tum bhi mujhse pyaar karo ,love me..........."

they still in the dilemn that why how and what happened....................

really i liked this small story of the complex story of yuva quite a lot the emotions were simple ,no boundation ,no roona gaanaa,jst pure fun and simple aspiration with a pinch of trust and a tadka of destiny.

i hav much to say about this freee flowing love story that goes on effortlessly but time stops me.....................

the simplicity of the events and the humbleness of the characters also catches your thoughts.