i hav a contest hereand u r the participants says the boss."we hav whole lot of prizes and some big ones too..............

first prize a mercedes e-class

second prize a knife set

and third prize u have fired from the job

good bye go home and play good daddy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well this scene shocked me the intensity of events aand the brutality of the services and industries,the big things are the figures u get and nothing else all else is blurred and black,jst kill the competetor and kill the competition who believes in competing thes days to be the big line ,erase the bigger line easy ,don't think of increasing yourelf etc.etc. ethical shit.

just fuck off from the back door of ethics enter into the bar of evil techniques and enjoy the drink that's it no more ethical shit and all that ooooh aaaah of society

and the reason for doing all this i m ao the different level of thought what u think bad is refined good for me and nothing else i m the new osho to fuck with ur sick ideologies!!!!!!!!

we r their to kill one other if there is just as much oxygen that can keep a person alive then choke the throat of others and keep doing it until u hav been choked..............is this correct ....no but what can we do produce more oxygen then also choking willl not stop because there is sufficient oxygen but in our minds it is not as if it is leaking from somewhere and we want to live in any case.................

being the part of the rat race is very good and winning it is even better but there is justa little problem,after winning it too,u still remain the "rat".""mushak"" .

now about some misconseption about the inner voice.that is notb the inner voice but it is what has society feeded into our system of thoughts.

a muslim doesn't bow to idol and ,a hindu never prays to allah but ahindu bows to any temple becos of inner voice no,if this was the case then a hindu has a different inner voice and a muslim has a different one,so something as sacred as inner voice distinguishes in the almighty,so actually its not the inner voice its the bullshit of society creepuing into us,beta puja karo and beta namaaz padho.

inner voice is that guides u that help this child even though u r told that he is "shudra",inner voice is taht makes u do good things even when u r feeded heavily to oppose tht idea.......

so inner voice is jst that that guides u without any inhibitions jst ur instinct and nothing else...............

i may sound antisocial but the very fact is that i m unsocial and i can't change it at any cost what so ever

i enjoy being myself.,and being out of my comfort zone

"sapno se bhare naina,naa neend hai naa chaina"

and yes na neend hain naa chaina,it has ben years since i saw dream i never do ,because they jst keep me awake and i love to be in bekhudi,uneasiness and in chaos witha fine balance................